Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Another migration?

Http://m.christianity.com/christian-life/political-and-social-issues/making-career-decisions-within-gods-will-for-your-life-1188613.html

It has been 6 years stabilised in Ipoh, I thought am gonna be rooted here forever and ever. Never thought of any career change, any change of location or any new adventure. 

Unsure if it is God... But if it is, then please help us to put things in place. Sometimes not all promotion comes from God? Are we on track per God's timing? Am not sure if I can cope with kids and be full time mom. I still love my job..

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Matthew 23:12

"For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted."

I came across this verse lately. It strike me down, slap it to my face and humbled me down. So true. I was just wrong. I thought I am strong, am self-sufficient and all knowing and great. I thought I am deserving but God humbled me down. He said "You can do nothing without me! You can do ALL things with me". All my efforts is fleshly efforts. I had excluded Him from taking the rightful place in my workplace. I've used all my energy and brain and own spirit. 

I am nothing without Him and I can see that He is calling me back - Repent and come back to your first love. 

Monday, May 16, 2016

2016 - A Year of Lord's Favour

Today I was off, supposed to be busy caring for my 2 chipmunks but for the very rare moments I am just lying down relaxing. Joel & Jared were at Aunty Lai's house, at least releasing me to be alone and try my new adventure - making Pao. 

Been long not able to write my spiritual journey in the blog. Occupied with work and family. Am blessed, God has continuously poured out His favour over my life. First, I am thankful for a wonderful husband who stand by me... Who has walk through with me my darkest moments. He has been patience & helpful knowing that am the type who easily get stressed out, he helped to relief many of my house work. 

Am blessed with 2 wonderful boys. They are smart boy - Joel with his chatterbox spirit who loves attention & just want his questioned to be answered. Jared on the other hand appeared to be quiet but was more of the emotional being. Sometimes they drive me upside down, sometimes they just put smile in my heart. The house will not be the same without their voices. 

I realise the negative tones in my blog & it is not good for family. I had not spend much time teaching the kids school work & wonder how is their progress in their school. Joel is the brainy type, just that he a little lazy which need us to keep pushing him to buckle up. Jared... He likes to pick up things from his koko. 

2016 - so fast, going 3, going 5! Touched 39. We just need to carve more wonderful memories for the family. And to turn all the sadness into joy. Turn the negative into positive. God, may His force be with us.